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GOODBYE, ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) namorada.
I have a new journal now, therefore I've removed everyone on my friends list from this journal. You may as well remove me too, as I won't be updating this one anymore. ;)
I've added some of you to my friends list on my new journal, elizabete and left a comment saying I did so. If I added you, please add me back. If I didn't add you, however, then please, don't add me, because I've added who I wanted to.
That's all. Bye.
<3* Beth
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| Before my real update... |
[30 Nov 2003|11:39pm] |
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My sister got my mother a fucking fire extinguisher for Christmas. Safety first, yes, but that is not a gift item! Who gives... anyone a fire extinguisher for Christmas? Rofl, I'm still laughing hysterically. Paula cracks me up, because she does things like this. Oh my God, haha. A fire extinguisher. That isn't normal! What the hellllll. =x
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| Happy Thanksgiving! |
[27 Nov 2003|06:23am] |
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Happy Thanksgiving! I hope everyone has a great Thanksgiving, and for those of you who don't celebrate it, have a good 'just another day' anyway. ;]
<3 Beth
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| Tuesday -- Part Two |
[25 Nov 2003|03:11pm] |
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Third block -- Lol, on the way to English class, Ryan saw me in the halls and went, "Oh my God. Praise the Lord. Beth is here! God shine his light because it's Beth.". Rofl. That kid is hilarious. =x In English, our journal assignment was to write, "If I was the teacher". I yelled out, "If I was the teacher, I'd shoot myself". Everyone just laughed. Seriously, I don't think I'd be able to teach our class, we're too roudy. I ended up doing my vocab presentation. I was actually kind of nervous, but I did it very well, I must say. Everyone clapped, and I was like, "Aww, I feel special.". Lol, oh, and then I said, "I wish Paul was here, Peter Pan crackers are so great. Melinda was just like... "Whaaaat?". I tried to explain it to her, but she didn't really see the humor in it, haha. For once, English class wasn't that bad, though. That's not something you hear me say often, either.
Fourth block -- Nothing exciting. We did a lab.. Leanne and I were partners... and we got it done relatively quickly. For the remainder of the class we passed a note back and forth. Woohoo. Like I said, nothing exciting.
The bus ride -- Haha, oh my God. Matt kept saying "Damien!" to me, and he kept threatening to tell that kid that I like him. I don't even know that kid, I just think he's hot. Then he's like, "I know you want to tuck him in and read him a 'bedtime story', Beth". Rofl, what the hellllll. I made Matt put his hand on my library book, it's a book about Amish people, and I made him swear that he wouldn't breathe a word to that kid Damien. So he said, "Ok, I promise not to say anything to him". Lol, I told him, "If you break this promise, all the Amish people will die. You don't want to be a murderer, do you now?".
Miscellaneous -- I found out that Billy has a girlfriend. Actually, I saw him and her kissing. I was blind to not know that, haha. Oh well, there are other fish in the sea... although I don't like that metaphor. The point is: there are other guys out there. Maybe not at Westport High School, since there are only 500 students, but there are other guys out there. I'm not one to stress because of a little crush, and that it turns out he's taken. I guess it's better that way, because if he was single and rejected me, that would be worse. At least there's no reason to pursue, therefore no rejection, right? That's my outlook.
This entry, like the last, was pretty pointless. I just like to update on my day, regardless of how boring or how exciting it may have been. So yeah, that was today's school day. I'll update with a bulleted list full of randomness later on.
Bye. <3
-- Beth.
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| Tuesday -- Part One |
[25 Nov 2003|10:53am] |
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Wow, okay. I'm actually in a pretty good mood this morning. Usually, in school, I just barely make it through the day, not in a bad mood, but not in a good one either. Today, however, I've been walking around with a smile on my face all morning. Mmmmm.
First block -- A few groups did their presentations. Mr. Hursey said, "If any of you girls don't know how to do self-breast exams, go see the nurse and she'll tell you how". So I yelled out, "Oh my God". Lol, this guy Mike turned around and said, "What's wrong Elizabete?". Haha, that kid thinks that my name is really Elizabete, and not Elizabeth. So I was just like, "Well, I don't know about anyone else, but I don't want tne nurse teaching me that." Afterwards, we went to the weight room for Mike and this girl Ashley Bourgeouis' presentation. I just sat there, as did half the class, but hey, it killed time. When we returned to class, we did worksheets on smoking. Tasha was asking everyone if they smoked, and I am the only one in that class that smokes. I felt kinda weird, haha. I'm serious, though, cuz only like 13% of my school smokes -- survey says. Oh, and the best part about 1st block is that Billy asked me where we were. Haha, that just made me all happy, seeing as he talked to me. I think he has a girlfriend, so no use in being hopeful, though, right? :\
Second block -- In Portuguese, we watched a movie, well, part of it. It was called "Real Women Have Curves". Well, they were singing Spanish music in parts of it, and Mike was trying to sing along. It was classic, though. Sra. Farias kept saying, "Laurenco!". Laurenco is name in Portuguese class, lol. This kid Scott (Jorge in class) who sat next to me during the movie said, "John, do you eat the paper from your gum?", and I just started laughing, and he said to me, "What?! I eat the paper from my gum; it's normal". Haha, I just laughed. Thennnn he stole the chair that I had my feet on, so I whined a little, lol.
Well, that's all right now. I'm in the media center. This entry was pretty boring, but most of my posts are boring. Besides, this is one of those rare, and I mean rare days that I'm happy in school. I have English 10 after this, so that could change. Blehhhh. I just gotta make it through the rest of today, and since tomorrow is a half day, I have it made.
Okay, well, almost time for class -- I'm going to skip to English class now. Rofl. Yeah right. I'll update on the second half of my day when I get home. I'm out. =x
<3 Beth
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[25 Nov 2003|06:00am] |
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Well, because I have some extra time on my hands this morning, I figured I'd update while my hair dries. I'm letting it air dry this morning since I have time, and because I want it to be nice -- not dried out. :]
Yesterday wasn't so bad, haha. I went to school... and I studied for English in Gym 10 (first block). I left gym a few minutes early to walk around. I went to the bathroom & looked in the mirror and my face was white. More so than usual. Scary. That's what lack of sleep & food does to you. I waited for Jessica to go to break with me, but she said she was sick. I took her to the nurse & home she went. In Portuguese 2, we watched the beginning a movie, it's called "Only The Strong". It's good, even though I've seen it before. During English class, we were supposed to write a journal entry, and all I wrote was "I'm sick, so I don't feel like writing", lol. Mr. D'Atri saw that, so he let me go to the nurse. I just said to her, "I'm sick, can I call home?", and she let me, haha. It was only 11:30, and Jim picked me up. The reason I was sick was because I had pulled an all-nighter the night before & I was weak. Hence the pale face. I ended up coming online yesterday, and fell asleep around noon. I didn't wake up until midnight, and I've been up since. Today will be another day of being tired. Grr.
Today should be okay, though, I hope. Tomorrow is going to be even better because... dun dun dun... HALF DAY! What!? Haha. Then we're off until Monday. :] Awesome, awesome. Christmas break is next month too, and that means... my birthday. Woo, can't wait for that either. Days off & vacations really do rock.
Okay, now I need to go watch the Weather Channel ('cause I love the music, rofl, jk), and make a coffee.
Wow, this entry was pointless, lol. It did kill time, though, so I guess it wasn't too much of a waste. Okay, I'm really going to go now. =x
<3 Beth
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Journal entries: 78
Comments: Posted: 1,072 - Received: 984
Haha, go me. =x
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[24 Nov 2003|01:24pm] |
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I'm looking at Barbie dolls online & I'm getting all excited, haha. I love Barbie. I used to have a whole mess of them, but I ended up selling all of the ones I had, so now the only one I have is "#1 NSYNC Fan Barbie", and I only have the Barbie, not Ken (does Ken even like NSYNC?), Teresa, Skipper, etc. I only collect Barbie, not her friends, and I only collect themed ones.
I'd give my life to get the first 3 (Princess of the Portuguese Empire; My Graduation, Class of 2005; and Star Trek: Barbie & Ken) !~#!
I need to get a job just to buy Barbie's. I'm serious! Lol. Star Trek Barbie! *ORGASMS* There are a ton more that I want. Someday... =x
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More than you could ever know...
** ( Next year's classes. )
I know we don't pick out of senior year classes until April, and it's only November, but I'm already pretty excited. The only classes that I will be required to take next year is English 12 (World Literature) & Chemistry. The rest of them, I pretty much get to choose. I'm hoping to take Portuguese 3, journalism, Internship 1 & 2 (at a hospital), pre-calculus, and calculus. I wanna take dual enrollment, like taking college courses, but my God, my grades are horrific, and it's my junior year. Who knows what will happen. Speaking of courses, January is coming up anddddd we switch classes! I know that next semester I'm taking: economics, Algebra 2, English 11 (British Literature), and sociology. I can't wait for that either, because I loved pscyhology last year, I know I'll like sociology. Algebra 2 is going to be great, cuz I loved Algebra 1. I'm not so sure about economics, but there were no other classes that I really could take... so I figured it'd be easy. I hope so! Oh, English 11, you bet I'm gonna hate that. Grr. I can do it! Lol.
** ( Falo portugues. )
Onto something else. I was discussing Portuguese with my mother tonight. Both my mom's side and my dad's side are mostly Portuguese. Given that, it's obvious that I would pick up on some of the language. I mean, I am not what you'd call fluent, but I know a thing here & there. Small, basic things. What my mom and I were talking about is that the vast majority of bilingual people know two languages because their families implanted their minds with both. The "window" for picking up a foreign language is pretty much "shut" after the age of five, or something to that extent. That's not to say that someone my age, or a full grown adult can not learn a foreign language. My Portuguese teacher had to learn English when she moved to America, at the age of 20 something. Look at her, she's fluent in English. So I know that I too, can someday become fluent in Portuguese. I know it's going to be insanely difficult, but it's something that I do. I'm serious. I pay attention in Portuguese class, and I study when I can. We're only required to take 2 courses of a foreign language, but I'm going to take 3. Unfortunately, my school doesn't offer Portuguese 4, like Durfee does. But in college, and beyond, I'm going to continue taking courses. I'm sure that sounds wicked stupid that I want so badly to speak Portuguese, but like everyone else in my family is pretty fluent, and as are most of my friends and their families. I'm like "Uhhh". I'm Portuguese, therefore I really do want to know the langauge. I have alot of goals for my life, but this is one that I have been keeping up with. Ever since I was little, I knew a little Portuguese, but I've always been jealous of everyone who speaks both English and Portuguese. I have to say, though, that I'm proud, cuz I'm learning alot, and I know that someday I'll speak it well enough to vacation in Sao Miguel & be okay. =x
** ( PAST journal entries. )
Last night, I was browsing through old journals of mine, sexiible & kissinq, and some of the shit that I wrote, I was like "That was me?!". I'm not saying I'm totally a new person, but some of that stuff that I wrote, it's so stupid, haha. For example, on June 18th, 2002, I wrote: "Yesterday was awesome! A few of us left school at 9:15 AM and hung out, and then I ditched them to be with Mike (as in my boyfriend), so me, Mike, this kid Jared and this kid Dave (the driver) all went driving around smoking. I was baked as all hell. I don't think I've ever been that high. Dave, the driver was like... way out there, and he was driving. I was pretty scared cuz he almost swerved into this truck, but then I busted out laughing cuz I thought it was funny that the driver was high and we could get into an accident. We were all just listening to Slipknot & Ozzy Osbourne, driving around. It was the best. I've never been so high in my life, I swear. I need to so do that again... even though I had been clean of that for 6 months, I shouldn't do it, but old habits die hard...". Excuse me while I gouge my eyes out. There are a lot of other entries about other things that were really stupid. Some were sad, others dumb. It's nice to be able to look back at old entries though, because I can laugh at how naive I could be at times. Granted, I do at times do really stupid things to this day, but I've come some way. There is always room for improvement, and as stated in a previous post, I'm working on that. Tomorrow, I'm going to gather a whole bunch of entries, and put them in a post. That will be nice.
** ( Lastly... my day today... )
Today wasn't at all fun. I fell asleep at about 8 this morning. I set my alarm for about 10:30, but I fell back asleep. I didn't wake up until like... 5:30 PM. Not good at all. My mom was doing a report on Amish children for Child Development, so I helped her a little. Alot, actually, cuz she didn't wanna type it, lol. I had a chicken pot pie for dinner & here I am. Sadly, I have school tomorrow, so I shouldn't be up at this time, but I'm going to get to bed at about 4 this morning. That's normal for me on a school day, and I wonder why I'm so sleep deprived at school. Waking up after 2 hours sleep to go to school isn't enough. =x I'm going to work on my vocabulary presentation for Literature. The words I chose are "inscrutability", and "anamolous". Those are easy enough for me, haha, cuz I'm dumb. =x That's all I really have to say... I'll probably have something dumb to say before I go to sleep.</ul>
xo; Beth
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| Vulcan love. <3 |
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Sooooo. New icon. It doesn't match the layout (colorwise or themewise, at all, lol), but I couldn't help myself. =x
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| Ahaha. I love bad grammar! |
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Haha, this made me laugh for a good few minutes. =x
( 51 Writing Tips )
Props to anyone who finds the humor in this. =x
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You entered: 12/27/1986
You were born on a Saturday.
under the astrological sign Capricorn.
Your Life path number is 9.
The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2446791.5.
The golden number for 1986 is 11.
The epact number for 1986 is 19.
The year 1986 was not a leap year.
As of 11/22/2003 7:05:56 PM CST
You are 16 years old.
You are 203 months old.
You are 882 weeks old.
You are 6,174 days old.
You are 148,195 hours old.
You are 8,891,705 minutes old.
You are 533,502,356 seconds old.
There are 35 days till your next birthday
and 33 days till Christmas!
The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waning crescent.
Find all all this "cool" info about your birthday right here.
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Rofl, someone posted this in ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) daysofourlives and it made me laugh:
"I don't believe it...
I don't know how many of you have seen this but it's on almost every spoiler site so I'm sure it's nothing new. But I am shocked!! Check this out...
"Hope nibbles on vegetables and dip."
OMG!!! NOOOO!!! NOT VEGETABLES AND DIP!!!! AHHH!!!
I can't believe they're doing that to Hope *outrage*. I bet it's all just for ratings!"
Rofl, what the hell. =X What kind of spoiler is nibbling on vegetables & dip?! Is that supposed to entice someone to watch it... like that's something so out of the ordinary? I swear to God, sometimes soap operas are so stupid. =x
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I just realized then when I choose "mood" when I post an entry, I always use "amused"and sometimes "tired", or "bored". I guess I just didn't realize that there is (are) a plethora of moods to choose from. Haha. Just a random, pointless post brought to you by Elizabeth. <3
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I'm going to the Swansea Mall with my mom today, cuz I have to go the the Gap & get a new jacket. <3 I could go to the Gap in the Dartmouth Mall, which would be the logical thing to do, since I'm like 5 minutes from there... but I'm going to beg her to go to Ponderosa, haha. Anyway, this is the one that I want to get: Yeahhh.
I don't have much to say right now. Oh, but Katie (snobby), you're an angel. ;o I'm serious, thanks for reading those e-mails & reading my bullshit. ily. <33
Yesterday was pretty typical. Haha, a bunch of sophomore girls were all over Matt, and he got a hardon. OMG it was hilarious. ;x Then, this part is what cracks me up, some kid Brendan goes "Matt, how many times do you get yourself off a day?"... Matt goes "Oh, like one and a half times a day -- I don't finish off the second time". Everyone like died of laughter. Blue balls much? Haha. Anyway, yeah, there's a new girl... but she's not bad, she's actually really cool. Wicked funny. Hmm, I stayed awake in school the entire day, and I'm very proud of myself. Go me! After school I had a cigarette... came back to school, got on the bus & came home. Nothing to scream about. It was a rather boring day. That's all. ;x
Oh yeah... in our journal's in English class, we had to write about our websites (or if we didn't have one -- imagine one). Well me being a fool, I wrote in my journal all about my website, which isn't a big deal, but I gave him the URL! My domain, teenage-love.com, is on hiatus right now, but the link to this journal was there! :X So I came home the other day and took down the link because in this journal, I've ranted about Mr. D'Atri (English teacher), and not only that, but there are things in there that I wouldn't want my English teacher to know about me, lol. I'm safe now, thank God, but that was close. ;x
That's all. It's already 11:30 & I need to get my ass ready.
So bye. <3
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Rofl. I was watching "Cops" yesterday morning, cuz there was absolutely nothing else on. Well this guy got pulled over cuz he had no license plate, or something along the lines of that. The cop then proceeded to search his truck, and look in his pockets. He got busted for possession, and driving without a license. Then they zoomed the camera on the man's shirt and it was a "D.A.R.E" shirt, you know "D.A.R.E. to keep kids off drugs"? Rofl, that amused the hell out of me. And the cop started making fun of him, like "You have weed and speed on you and you're wearing that shirt?". Ahaha. Some people are just idiots.
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TO DO LIST:
- Get shampoo & conditioner. I think I'm gonna get Paul Mitchell this time.
- Buy a birthday gift for Jessica. I think I'm going to buy her "CrazySexyCool" cuz I have that CD and she wanted me to burn it... so I'll just buy it for her.
- Buy a new jacket. I've been eyeing this one. The problem is... I want one that's shorter than that + Delia*s is like an hour away, lol.
- Clean my room!~@ I've been meaning to get around to it, and I just haven't.
- Locate my cell phone. Andddd the damned charger. It's highly likely that that will happen whenever the hell my room is cleaned.
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Set my VCR to record Days Of Our Lives... I've been missing episodes for the past few weeks because I'm so absentminded. Lol, but thank God for daysofourlives
- Send that letter to Angela.
- Schedule a driving test. That should have been done in June, but I'm the world's biggest procrastinator.
Anyway, so yeah. It's 4AM + guess what? I'm still up. I have to be up at 5:30, this sucks big time. The nice nurse will be at school today, so I might go there and lay down for awhile, lol. I certainly can't stay home because I stayed home from school today and let's just say my mom wasn't pleased. Furthermore, I'm failing all my classes except Portuguese, so I guess it's better to be in class and be half asleep than to altogether not go, right? Lol. I really need to start getting to bed at a reasonable time. My grades are suffering because of it, and I'm all around miserable. Uhm. On a lighter note, I changed my LJ a little bit. The layout is still the same, but instead of a white background with the little picture thing of me, it's black with white stars. And the comments links are different. Not a drastic change, but I like it better now. ;]
QUESTION: What are you all being and what are your plans for Halloween?
Mk, that's all for now. Goodnight. <3
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| You Know You're From Fall River If |
[28 Oct 2003|09:45pm] |
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I was just online killing time and I came across something. You know how they have those "You Know You're Stuck In The 80's" (or something along the lines of that) lists? Well I found this one about Fall River, a city I lived in for 2 years. I live in Westport (closeby town) now, and although none of you will probably get any of these (unless you live relatively close to me), I thought it'd be nice to post these in my LJ... so read it anyway! Lol.
( You Know You're From Fall River If )
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Melinda and I were talking today in Physical Science. Ok, so I've never told anyone this... but I really do have a low-self esteem. I hide it well, because I make people think that I think I rule. Here's what I really think of myself:
I'm ugly, skinny, self-centered, annoying, stupid, lazy, and I'm either paralyzed with shyness, or excessively loud and obnoxious. I don't have a lot of friends or a real boyfriend because of how fucking weird I am. I can't start conversations with people, nor can I hold an intelligent conversation. I wouldn't want to be my friend, either.
So now you all know. I'm not looking for attention, please do not think that. That's how I feel about myself. And NO, I'm not depressed, don't think that either, because being depressed and having a low self-esteem really aren't the same thing. I simply hate myself.
That was nice. I just wanted to get that out.
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